| working class 4 eva (or until i win the lottery) |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|01:57 pm] |
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| | big trouble in little china | ] |
The one good thing that I can say about my job is that it is my 1# motivation to finish my college degree.
....because if I had to do this for the rest of my life I would just blow my brains out. |
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| life update |
[Jul. 8th, 2009|08:46 pm] |
I am now married.
We went to Memphis for our honeymoon and saw the Oblivians. TWICE! They stamped me to drink the first night because they miss-read my I.D. When you order a PBR in Memphis, they give you a 24 oz. Awesome. I had a blast!!!! The second night was awesome too.
Married life has been treating me pretty well. I feel the urge to dress a little nicer and look good for my man. I want to break the stereotype that as soon as you get married you start leaving the house in sweat pants.
Everything else is going good except I'm in thousands of dollars of debt. (between a new tv and hospital bills). But as long as I have my job that wont be a problem.
The summer is ending rapidly and before long i will be back in school. The last thing to look forward too this summer is my 21st birthday which will be exciting. That's about it. I need to do productive stuff now. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2009|06:04 pm] |
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getting married tomorrow... |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|06:48 pm] |
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| | Clockcleaner- vomiting mirrors | ] |
my job is awful
seriously
every woman on the planet is a cunt.
every man on the planet is a douche. (cept a few)
White people suck.
Black people suck.
Mexicans suck.
everyone is a C.H.U.D.!!!!!!!!!!
AHAJFKAJFAKFJAL:FAKS!!!!L!!!jckghd;jgdaskfsamFSDJFSDGLDKLGASL:!!L!!!!!!!FUCK |
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[Mar. 24th, 2009|04:19 pm] |
We're going to New Jersey to see the Mummies on our honeymoon.
tickets are already sold out.
JEALOUS MUCH |
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| attempt at a life update? |
[Mar. 13th, 2009|12:45 am] |
New job. I fucking hate it but love it at the same time. I am the assistant manager at the Claire's at Highland mall. I love it because I get paid pretty well, the people are cool, we get an awesome discount, and working at an extremely ghetto mall gives me diplomatic immunity to say whatever I want to the ghetto trash that tries to start shit with me.
BUT I fucking hate it because of the ghetto fucking people that start shit with me. I have worked there for two months and I have already gotten into at least 10 screaming matches with ghetto trash. The first weekend I worked I really got into it with these bitches. They were calling us honkies and ugly ass mexican bitches (for telling them not to cuss in the store in front of all the kids) so I told them to leave in which they started screaming "FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING UGLY ASS RACIST BITCH! ITS BECAUSE WE'RE BLACK! FUCKING NAZI KKK BLAH BLAH BLAH UGLY BITCH!" etc etc etc. WHATEVER. This is like an every day occurrence at my job. And don't even get me started on the shoplifters. My boss caught a shoplifter the other weekend and she hit him! And then threatened to kill me! And TRIED TO TAKE HER SHIRT OFF! I have dealt with so many shitty fucking people it is insane. And im at the point in my life where I am too old and too fucking fed up with people to be like "Oh im so sorry you feel that way here is a check for a million dollars. I am sooo sorry. Have a nice day." Nowadays, if someone at my job talks shit at me, I say whatever the hell I want to get them out of my face. Too old for that shit.
And I work at a goth club too, people. I work door at a goth club and I deal with nicer people there than I do at Claire's!
Enough about that. I'm a junior in college right now, but it's going to take me two years to graduate instead of one. I had to drop a class because the TA gave me 4 zeros on papers for writing the wrong date. Too old for that shit, too. I don't even really know what I want to do anymore. My whole life plan was to get my PhD in forensic anthropology and work in a crime lab. But, the further I get into school the more I realize that I hate school. Sometimes I think that maybe I should take an entirely different career path. Sometimes I think that maybe I should be a cop. It seems like the perfect job for someone that hates people. A cop once told me that I'd make a really good cop because I don't take any shit and I have no sympathy for people who don't deserve any.
I don't know how or why, but over the past year I have found myself growing more and more bitter, hateful, and reclusive. I am 20 years old. I could do so much with my life right now. Seize the day. I could be writing, painting (i've been invited to do an art show at Rio Rita several times but I can't even finish anything), listening to more records, meeting new people....
But alas, I am sitting at home, surrounded by cats that keep licking me because I just got out of the bath, and watching a show called "super obese" about people who are super obese.
Aside from that gloomy what-am-i-doing-with-my-life shit, everything else is going pretty good. SXSW is coming up, the wedding plans are coming along nicely, money is good, and I am usually pretty content.
ok next update will be less depressing i promise |
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| cliche |
[Jan. 18th, 2009|07:46 pm] |
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I wish it were possible to die for a short period of time. Because even if you were a shitty, hateful, fucked up person there will still be people that will cry for you and miss you and wish that you were still alive. And because it's only temporary, people will be so relieved that they will forget how shitty you were. |
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| WHOA |
[Oct. 24th, 2008|12:10 am] |
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| | France Gall- Laisse Tomber les Filles | ] |
In two and a half years i went from being this:
to this:
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| shhhhh |
[Sep. 5th, 2008|05:54 pm] |
I don't like very many people at all.
I don't really have any friends anymore.
Making friends is hard. See first sentence. |
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[May. 28th, 2008|08:53 pm] |
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I turned in my key to Sanrio today, then we all went out to lunch. I was feeling optimistic and not the least bit sentimental, and I was glad the ordeal was over. But as I was putting the polaroid picture of all of us happily standing together in the abandoned store I cried harder than I have since the last time a boy broke my heart. |
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| oh shit i'm still alive |
[Apr. 5th, 2008|10:07 pm] |
I'm so glad black by blackwest is over and i did not get stabbed.
working at the mall is cool sometimes, especially when people throw money off the top story onto the bottom and people maul each other over dollar bills |
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[Jan. 12th, 2008|12:42 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Daniel Johnston- i remember painfully | ] |
no matter how hard i try i can't make anyone happy. not you. not even myself. im just no good. |
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| ANGRY SAMOANS |
[Nov. 6th, 2007|10:43 am] |
I saw the Angry Samoans on saturday. Jealous much? I got in my very first fight and won. Some drunk stupid cunt came up behind me and dug her nails into my arm (whilst looking me with a bitch face) and threw me aside. So I pulled out a chunk of her hair. Then she grabbed me with her stupid cunt claws around my arms and tried to fight me so I threw her on a pile of broken glass and stomped on her till she couldn't get up. Then Max threw her out kicking and screaming. Some dudes gave me respekt and showed me bloody claw marks that she gave them but they couldnt do anything about it because she's a cunt and they're a dude. |
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| weird shit |
[Sep. 18th, 2007|11:05 am] |
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A guy I hung out with in junior high killed his mom with a shot gun, had a stand-off with the swat team killing one of them, then killed himself. I didn't know Aaron schmee very well, but I always thought he was a pretty cool guy. I used to hang out on his driveway with him and my "boyfriend" at the time. I remember once he told me that my shirt was gay and that I should listen to the Queers instead. R.I.P., dude. =( |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2007|12:58 pm] |
uggggh school sucks
it took me 45 minutes to find a goddamn parking space\\
FUCK! |
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| FUCK YOU |
[Aug. 2nd, 2007|09:51 am] |
So yesterday at work a 12 year old girl pissed ALL OVER THE FUCKING FLOOR while her mother SAT ON THE FLOOR YACKING ON HER CELL PHONE. I HAD TO CLEAN UP DISGUSTING SMELLY PISS!!!!
And then the bitch came back and filed a complaint against me and John for not letting her piss soaked child change in our back room (WE COULD GET FIRED FOR DOING SO AS THATS WHERE WE KEEP THE SAFE). YEAH GOOD FUCKING LUCK CUNT FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU AND YR DISGUSTING KID! YOU'RE A SHITTY FUCKING PARENT! I BET YOU HAD YOUR KID WHEN YOU WERE 14 YOU DISGUSTING STUDIO APARTMENT ON THE EAST SIDE LIVING BITCH! IF I EVER SEE YOUI DOWNTOWN YOU BETTER HOPE IM NOT WEARING MY STOMPING BOOTS!!!!
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